so long .

daym school life sure sucks it is ryt .
myself here also cnt stop thinking meyh

anyway we must strive n fight for the things we always wanted

u asked me b4 how i fell for u
haha
okayh now i will open tha story

February, 2010
it was my frm 3 years, we had our PMR exam . as far as i recall, it was Tuesday night, when i first entered Cg. Normah's tuition class . That time all of us had our English lesson tghtr . I still remember how fun is it , when i was embraced with my schoolmates , (sukri, syafiq n ayoy)

lol kayh then i sit on front , mainly coz i dunno where am i suppose to sit =='
then manje asked me to sit behind , coz he want to let the girl infront n tease them ahaha

okayh then if im not mistaken , u n asya entered . looool i was so surprised , by looking at ur emogothical appeareance .

i thought emogothical alrdy extinct, but u proved me wrong . i asked myself , do i believe in love at the first sight, or do u need to walk-by again? hell jyeah , since that day im hooked with u . crap why im sayin' like diz zzzzzz

but at that time , i alrdy hav my ex-gf n i dunwnt to break with her , so i just adore u , nothing more than that . we also had many troubles together , n i always moody evynight . zzz y im tellin u this ? =,=

okay so lemme continue . time gone n be gone , i adored u more than my own ex-gf . but in my mind theres only 1 thing - u're impossible to get . i vos like , take my misery i giv u all of it, gimme one chance and i'll be there but jyeah , i dun think u vould like someone like me meyh , zzz short, poor, cheapskate, spoiled brat , negatively handsome, haha .

so i'll analysed u , jyeah, from wat i can see (outer appearence)

-rich
-notsoreligious
-gothic
-chill
-notsonoisyexceptwhenlaughing
-likelaughmorethantalk
-cute
-adorable

kayh so i examined ur profile , n compared to other girl . holy shit , all of u almost the same .. but they dont have what u have
-humble

kehkehkeh <3 why am i blushing when im typing dis? zzzz


ooh i forgot 1 thing , back then , i promised myself not to fall inlove with girls, except if they r emo/gothic to me , and i vos like , when i see u i can't resist myself



zzz its alrdy 5:41, daym . last time i did the same posts to sara , but at 5:42 ..

hell, i can't forget her , but trust me , all i want now is u


hmmm u r easily jealous, meyh ?
ahah nonono im juz asking

okay to be honest
i do text n chat with alot of girls but don worry none of 'em r better than u .
i dont type like this to them .


one more thing


in our last conv, on sunday, u said that u used to hate smokers n riders ..
but u said now u're just fine with them since i do smoke .
hmm i sense a lie
if u dont like i'm smoking , juz tell me , i can stop, coz i'll do nything .
but dun get me wrong , im juz trying to be professional .
pfft
white collar organization, like that ah =='
ahaha
keyh i think it's time fo me to stop , gotta get ready to schl n evything , i puns x mandi lagy nieyh
kthxbai
xoxo



hhaha .